i believe

sundayyyyy (: (:

2008-01-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE
tday was fun.haha.i went out for FREE ICE CREAM with val,yixian,kara and jo.and my nails were painted purple!I AM NOT GAY (: here are pics which VAL forced me to post.haha.

anyway.have a great week and take care everyone!

(:

new year,different people?

2008-01-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hello!Before i start i want to tell everyone i am totally now emo okay!I promise (:
So.It's the new year,many people are in different schools now.I,for one,am in international(I honestly don't want to stay).Most of the waterpolo guys & MEMBERZ haha are in ACJC.I'd really love to go there honestly.But as people change schools,they change,change to a school with girls,i've seen it all.They evidently have changed.Some people might look at me and say, ''Oh you dont wanna have fun not my problem right.'' Well.Fun can mean many things.

You see.In this case,unfortunately,there is no fine line.Partying the night away,spending large amounts of money on drinks,reaching home at 3 or 4?Perhaps drinks once in awhile is alright,getting home late is too,but not when it's on a regular basis.By the way i don't drink!Haha.But some of you surprise me.Your grades are fantastic,if not exceptional.Thinking deeper,factually,that is not the point.The point is,we go dancing away,sometimes losing control of ourselves.Some girls become loose,and dance with different guys.I've seen it for myself and let me tell you people whom you'd expect to me morally upright are totally into it.

My idea of fun isn't grinding girls for one.Then later makeout?Oh come on.So to people out there,if being loose and implying totally indecent gestures is fun,well then i suggest you think again.Typically,you ask the girl for her number and probably in some cases go out,and in some cases i know of,you end up dating the person.I doubt you 2 will be very proud of where you met.Or probably how!Yes.Then people in relationships go and become so loose while dancing,oh seriously do you people have a life?I've seen it happen before,fights can happen,people can be hurt,people can never talk again.

Anyway.I'm not referring to everyone who goes clubbing.Some people go there just to have a few drinks and fun.But to others,loose others.Think again.

love

2007-12-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

hello people!i dont really like my blog.haha.the colours are emo.but i was lead to share something i was thinking about recently.

so.we are all what teens?i just turned 16 and i'm finally legal(i think?)haha.but what i wanted to talk about was love.you know we all know everyone has their loves/crushes/infatuations.but okay personally,i've only been in love once.just once.yes.i'm sure this will be a surprise to everyone who knows me well enough.thinking back,when i was in secondary 1&2 i never was actually in love.until the end of secondary 3.and i never really got over that someone till pretty recently i must say.i actually just realized that when you love someone,you somehow or rather let them go.not just physically,but emotionally as well.primarily,one example would be when say your boyf/girlf goes out alone with a guy/girl.

i'm sure deep inside,we wonder what's going on.whether we decide to let the issue go or confront the involved part about it is another thing.but that small thing,going out with another party has stirred a huge complication within ourselves.affecting us emotionally and sometimes physically.looking at this example for one,i decided it was better for me a 16 year old boy(man) love is not something i exactly need at the moment.dont mind me,some people can handle this trauma very well and i respect them for that.moreover,i felt that personally,it's not something i want.i mean this is just one problematic aspect of love.

then there's this unusual thing that struck me.ever since i told myself not to fall in love with a girl,i became weary to things that were very oblivious yet i had failed to see them when i was once in love.why?simply put,when your in love,we teenagers have the idea of love to be as such-
1)if he/she cant go out regularly,we become depressed.
2)you are everything.like we go out with the person everyday.let me emphasize everyday.you think your love's world revolves around you and you only?you think he/she has no friends?think.

essentially those are the 2 things that i've noticed.recently i watched the movie good luck chuck.to me,i was a fantastic movie.the meaning was just there for you to see plainly.jessica alba(YES LA) said this-i want to be part of someone's life not the whole thing.even though she is the whole part of many men's lives.haha.that struck me to state the 2nd point in the above paragraph.

IT'S MY LAST PARAGRAPH.yes.who do we,mere teens think we can go out there and fall in ''love?''i am so bloody sure everyone of you has your arguments on what i've said.looking at the people i know who are married.they have caught me dumbfounded.they.they are in love.they spend hours on end apart,a hell alot of time with other men/women and they are still,still in love.i respect you dudes!lastly teens.if your thinking to yourself,well,i WILL find the love and i wont do the above blahblah.let me tell you,out of everyone i know,there is only one.one friend.who has gone through thick & thin and still in love.and by thick & thin i mean unbelievable,seriously.he tells me that's what love does.

as for me,i still dont know what love can do.

Syf Night at Barker.

2007-05-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

To all friends of Prashaanth, of which I (his slave) know few,

Prashaanth would like to cordially invite you to this years,

SYF NIGHT 2007!!
21st and 22nd May 7.30
(and because you're his special friend..)
Tickets are at $5 only!

However, tickets are selling like hotcakes and since we performers get priority, it would be best you place your order by calling Prashaanth @ 90078853 as soon as you can.

Now it"s time to sell the show.
Our drama team has progressed through the years, taking both syf results and more importantly, the quality of our actors and finally our work is bearing fruit. We, drama@acs, managed to clinch the third place during drama syf which is no easy feat! Believe me.

In this short play, you get to see Prashaanth dressed in pjs, carrying heavy artillery, supporting himself on a walking stick, bending over like a granny, and my personal favourite, slapping and knocking out a humango jumbo. Now tell me sincerely, isn't that worth 5 dollars?

It is. (oh wow i just answered my own rhetorical)

ORDER NOW. OR ELSE you'll miss prashaanth at our final act for our tremendous club. ):

vice-pres and dear friend of dear kumar,
tims.

2007-04-11T19:52:00.000+08:00

hullo!okay today i had the last drama session i'll ever have in barker! ): and all the committee members had their farewell.so sad la!no more micheal,raj,shiela and miss cheng forever.all the sec1s were quite sad as well,the energy just dropped when they knew we were leaving.argh.better have syf night man!that'll be the last ever thing i did for barker drama.hopefully i can dsa into AC now!haha.but still i love all you drama guys man!yupp i really do!anyways yesterday was alright just that everyone in class was falling asleep!maybe because of the water polo match & pe!haha.we played basketball during pe,man i MUST GROW TALLER.bernice you know what i mean!shhhh.HAHA.and yes,i had tamil today.she didnt teach!how fantastic,nothing much,my tamil o levels are on 29th may.die.plus all the exams.2WEEKS man.ahhhhhhhhh.stress study time man!anyway i have a test tmr.so

byebyee!
<3

syf!

2007-04-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!today was pure ownage!first,our syf performance was brilliant,no mistakes,no forgotten cues and whatnot!plus the energy was HIGH.then we realized barker won acsi in polo!5-7 after extra time man!haha gilbert captain sia.anyway then we saw other plays by other schools,i must say they weren't as good as i expected them to be.the first was like no meaning and the Indian guy looked like RAMA!hahahaha.the second had ZERO PROPS.nothing,and was based on the students attempting to find out what was on the other side of 'The Wall' haha.so no meaning.hopefully we get gold with honours man!after all our work.so now,it's all about exams.dayummm!all the stress la!sec4.gay man.nvm i have to mug like mad nowww!everyday!anyway i shall post some picsss.

1-the sec4s! & my nice hairrr

2-the whole bunchh

see you all soon! & study hard man!

syf

2007-04-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

hello all!so tmr i have drama syf.come on man guys we have the skillz that killz(by:amiel)haha.we've worked our butts off man!GOLD WITH HONOURS man we can do it & lailing! we will own SC man!anyway i guess that the process is the most important than the awards and what not!hopefully we've all become more mature(AMIEL!) haha.but well i hope all the sec1s can do well man!yeahh.exams start on april26,whoa i can feel the stress man!study like mad after syf.ahhh the whole planet's like whoa sec4 already must study okay prash.i'm like whoa dont stress me can!so anyhow here are some pics of us handsome people of the syf cast!

me,amiel and andrew's sexy mole!

haha anyway i have to go off nowww cause i gotta rest!wish me luck man&pray waterpolo wins too!byebye(:

:D

-

2007-03-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

hello!this week has been damn hectic!syf everyday?and i failed my amath mock exam.argh.exams are in 3 weeks time.and there's absolutely no time to study!9april is d day man.and after that mid years straight away.damn unfair!plus school has been a pain.due to some sec3 students sial!haha.oh whatever.anyway i sang for lower sec chapel today.plus tmrrrr!and we're singing trading my sorrows and i just realized how nice it was!it's damn meaningful man.anyway i can screw up everything yet there's one thing i can never lose,the joy of the Lord <3

trading my sorrows-

I'm trading my sorrow
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord
I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying them down for the joy of the Lord

And we say yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord
Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord
Yes Lord, yes Lord, yes, yes, Lord. Amen

I'm pressed but not crushed
persecuted not abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I'm blessed beyond the curse
for His promise will endure
And His joy's gonna be my strength

Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes with the morning...

God bless!

2007-03-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

hey everyone sorry i havent blogged lately,i have been really busy and blogger screwed up.anyway,the march hols were damn lousy.exams,sick,study.no free time.now its syf,exams,o levels.how pathetic.nothing for my friends,no free time.whoa can die.and there's that nagging someone who sometimes fails to make your day.when your day's worse than what you've hoped for,you look forward to the one you love to making your day.when she's fails,God's always there.no matter what i'll never forget that.when i pray and ask God to help,things get better then slide down even further.but in this life it's all about fighting.against all the odds,you try your best to make it up there.sometimes you fail,sometimes you succeed.anyway,there's always God.He's the man of everything.i pray i can persevere in these testing times.when all else fails.

-

2007-03-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

sorry i havent posted for soooo long!anyway.i did pretty well for my napha and hopefully i didnt screw up my spa.haha.and i was sick during the thingy somemore! ): and after that i helped out for the sec1-3 camp!haha maybe not helped la just crasheddd.but it was funnn.especially the 2nd day!soccer! =D but i still havent done any holiday homeworkkk die!still.on friday shannen,adam,jalil and i went to watch blood&chocolate.it has nothing to do with chocolate!seriously.but the actor looked like joshgroban.wth!then we went to ben&jerry's didnt buy anything to eat and we were supposed to studyyyy,but we ended up playing cards.GOLDFISH is so darn GAY!haha.anyway i had cell and all-we found out abt wycliffe's FRIENDS in his phone.hahahah.and today i had tuition and manu won 4-1!yeahhhh.haha.okay whateverr.OH OH I HAVE INFINTY ON HIGH man!nyehnyehnyeh!lol.anyway i have to go nowww.i shall see you all soon =D

napha.

2007-03-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

NAPHA is tomorrow la whoalau.i am going to die.plus!i have 3 more math papers to do,which is fantastic,with kok yen lee around.but!amath i can die big time laaaa.then syf is coming up where i am GRANDDAD JACK.haha.anyway.why is planet earth OBSESSED with pete wentz!please he is absolutely nothing compared to erm azamat!HAHA.and i want INFINITY ON HIGH.i will like be SUPER NICE to you from now on man.come on!pleaseeee.haha.good luck to everyone taking napha! cya!

:D

2007-02-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

hello!i am like mega bored today.yesyes.

today was damn gay la.the founders day ceremony was marred cause i saw indra.haha.and i had to sit beside nathan hartono!whoa.can die la.anyway.so yes.ishaan got the award after all the rubbish he has done.seriously,i am totally disappointed.argh.so after the 'celebration' that was somewhat solemn i must say,i had to see perumal(ghetto)haha.the idiot who tore my CMR!so he will pay me on friday.

now for the highlight of the day.vinodh,andrew and i took the lift to level 5.the lift stopped on level 2(omg).and guess who appeared.indra!she rattled of with her coarse irritating voice : who say you all can use lift!you all very bad you know!prashaanth monitor somemore okay!vait i tell the dm..SHE STEPPED OUT ON LEVEL 3.WHEW.as guessed,we all burst out in laughter.yesyes.so we had drama.and the warmups we VERY EVENTFUL yea! XD

and then we all decided to go to waffle.and!the gate was locked.joel & amiel ran there.tim,kenny(HAHA!) and i got past the gate!i climbed over.kenny and tim squeezed through!i have nothing to say.and we ate and talked rubbish.now i get home and discover that becky is retarded.she is craving for scones.and is finally going to school tmr!retardedness - BECKY; † Jesus is my superhero says (10:18 PM):
aahhhh scoonneess

and an extremely conflicting statement -
BECKY; † Jesus is my superhero says (10:20 PM):
i am not a retard

haha.anyway.i cant wait for friday! (: only one person knows why.hehee.

yesyes.i gotta go now.cya! (:

hhhh

2007-02-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

hello!since someone said i should post i will!i have to lessons tmr.passed my amath test.and my chem test was all mcq.DAMN GAY okay.anyway.thurs no school also.and thursday is a fantastic day not only for that!haha.anyway.becky get well soon okay (: stop slacking at home and whining you bum!and lend me all your heros episodes.pleasee!haha.next wk got interhouse la!haha.anyway.i gtg now.cya!

hello

2007-02-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

hello!i haven't blogger for like ages.yes!i'm sorry la!anyway cny was fun except for monday and tuesday!i was sick and had to do tamil hw -.- plus!i think i failed my amath test.that is so ARGH.and next wk is like everyday test!fantastic.so!as you can see i am S T R E S S E D!nothing much!just retain only.haha.joking la.and yixian's leaving tmr,kenchin's leaving today.die man!and term1 is almost over!can you believe that.i am just,plain,dead.fail everything and die!but there still is hope and i shall work hard!i mustttt.yea.anyway have a great wkend yea!bye!

falloutboy rockssss.

2007-02-10T16:59:00.000+08:00

helllooooo everyone!hope all the sec4s are happy with their results!haha i am addicted to falloutboy.their new album is DAMNDAMNDAMN niceeee!someone pleaseee but for me!anyway.ishaan,you are dead.besides that,crap la next week is the 7th week of school!and like i havent started studying for olevelsssss.arghh.how dumbdumb.i have to get into ac or my parents will probably disown me.haha.anyway i gtg now! (:

FallOutBoy rockssssssssssss.

2007-02-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

hello.sorry i havent posted for longg.anyway.happy birthday becky :D sweeeet16.haha i'll be there in like dec -.- gosh.looong time more,but after my olevels (: school was so irritating as ever,being a monitor and having a pathetic class with useless monitors just make me angry.moreover,olevel spa is like 5 wks away?i am so going to fail,retain and have no future.my emath and ss teachers totally are rock bottom standards.absolutely.having people that copy you in everything you do,even more frustrating.just makes you want to punch everything you see that pisses you off.then there's the after school everyday tuition thing.absolute shit.no time to rest and i get grouchy eventually.too bad.drama's the only thing i enjoy besides soccer.i've been lazing the whole week.and i cant believe i'm burning out.in everything.then finally,the emo part.which i swear i've been trying to get out of.all this talk and rubbish.i just have to hide everything and smile.deep inside all that angry,not forgetting sadness.i'm burning too fast.seriously.one day it's absolutely better then expected.suddenly it plummets downwards,still not stopping.i dont dare say anything to her for that matter.cause obviously,it'll all be ruined,that very instant.look at the past,and i am reminding of going too fast,now i am taking it so slowly and still i dont feel anything positive.i can just die,life would just go on for her.nothing.yes believe me when i say that.i want something stable,helpful.just comes from her.but she doesnt feel so about me.so,dont come along and dare say 'oh prash dont be depressed okay?there are plenty out there.and your a great guy...blahblahblah.'i tell you what.if i really am that bloody great,i wouldnt be going through this righttt now.summing it all up,my life pretty much is a disaster now.
-i wish i could be every little thing you wanted.
</3

go.

2007-01-23T21:59:00.000+08:00

yes.i am over youuu.((: i dont care what you say,cause i know what i have to do now.i have olevels.i have better things to do.moreover,your not worth all that pain i must say.other people are,someone else also is!HEHE.anyways.liverpool won chelsea!and manu lost la.arsenal were damn tyco la.last min,rubbish.but atleast no player on earth injures himself badly(breaking a bone) while celebrating a goal.ROBIN VAN PERSIE.please.haha.i got 20/25 for amath test!!finally a convincing pass.but i feel sick again.): i wanna play soccer!and singapore drew with malaysia!aide iskandar got sent over. -.- stupid ref.anyway i gtg noww.seeyou all soon! ((:

you've caught my heart.
<3

just so you know.

2007-01-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

just so you know♥

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

i've tried my best to let go.
i cant.
just so you know.
i'm still here.
i dont wanna let go.
i dont know how to make this feeling stop.
i cant love you,and turn away.

i still love you,
i'm sorry.
your that something,that
pulls me up when i'm down,
makes me turn around when i'm wrong,
keeps my smile,
makes my smile.
in short,
you make me whole.

♥

2007-01-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

hello!i didnt blog recently cause i was really busy,sec4 is stressful.damn stressful.all the teachers,classmates,everyone just seems to be mugging everyday and i'm pretty screwed for my amath retest.it was so hard,i am really so screwed.i really cant wait for Fusion,it's perhaps the only time when i can smile and be stress-free.i gotta get a2 for every subject,12points.oh man this year is just gonna be mugmugmug.still there are issues with friends and family.sometimes i just cant be bothered.i dont spend much time with my friends anymore i suppose,and i dont like to be open with them,after everything some of them have done.moreover,i hate it when another chance is given and they profusely ruin things.i'm pretty much alone now,with God for this year.only some friends know and understand how i feel,generally church people,although some of them arent.in school,it's all about who has better grades,who can run faster,who is better at soccer,who's superior compared to others.it's like a whole new stage for me,but i'm fast becoming used to it.keeping your friends close yet your enemies closer is utter bullshit.your friends are friends.enemies are enemies.you dont need enemies,you dont need people who make your life hell.just you,and your wonderful friends.some of these friends,really i find are angels without wings.they dont deserve what some people give them and put them through.i'd rather be on a stage where you are with people,with God,with angels,but the point is that this place,i call home,heaven some call it,wont be here anytime soon.but with faith in God,hope in my heart & love for one another everyone can walk this bumpy path i'm sure.that part of the students creed really is brilliant.then there is the girls and blah.i'm alright with people teasing and all.but some of them really dont know what's going on.only God and 2 people probably what my deep thoughts are.pretty simply i havent yet moved on.yepp,i havent and it still hurts.i still want things to be back to normal just like before.sigh,but thankfully God has helped by preventing all this from affecting my studies.yet,at times i really am bothered.i wonder,if things couldnt have changed.i'm am still sad.i still want us.but i'm trying to cover up anyway,but almost instantly anger sets in.like when something so minute goes wrong,i explode.in soccer,i just hack away at peoples legs instead of making proper tackles.sigh.i want things to change,cause i still do,love you.

-now,my Lifesong sings.

2007-01-02T09:07:00.000+08:00

hello.happy new year everyone!2007.
i perhaps havent really been looking forward to this year,o levels.the years gonna be really hectic.syf,dance,amath,frustrating teachers and o levels.sometimes teachers do really irrelevant stuff that dont help your os in any manner.well anyway,let see how last year was.
jan-people in the class barely knew each other.but we bonded well.i just met becky&faith.haha.and looking back i think we've become pretty darn good friends.haha.i'll never forget the week of jan,friday,13.i've learn alot from it.
feb-3b2 was mega stressed with amath!the first test.haha.whch i got 5/20 for.argh.and well we mainly played alot during this period.
march-church camp!haha.it was a great experience for many of us.scaldals,fights and conflicts.but we've all got over everything!haha.
april-hmm,all of us were getting ready for midyrs.except the mg people!argh!they had no mids.but ohwell.i didnt study much,just soccer.haha.
may-well this month,she stopped everything while i was still pretty much into us.during my exams,how wonderful of her.luckily i didnt screw things up pretty badly.
june-hols!worldcup!ronaldo was a DIVER.haha and italy won the world cup.i still couldnt let go of her,and was quite sad!
july-sch starts again.finals were in approximately 11weeks.i was dead scared.electricyouth2 rehearsals started.and i felt the drama group was starting to get their act together.
aug-nothing much this month,everyone was mugging and i was not so caught up with her.more focussed on doing well.
sep-this month was MEGA mugging month.and much was covered during lessons.in fact,too much was squeezed in.
oct-exams,stress,amath!,electricyouth2 rehearsals were like everyday aft exams.all the dotaing began again.haha.
november-an absolutely brilliant month.electricyouth2.was magic,i must say.timmy,the ac crew,and many new characters of the dsa children.timmy made me happy no matter what i must say.haha.obviously.everyone knows abt the crushes and all the stupid comments.well the crush thingy did start out quite well i must say,pretty astonishing for me.i still remember the letter.hmm.): thanks everyone who was in electricyouth2!i would love to get into ac and help out for your electricyouth3!at the esplanade!haha.(:
dec-i got into 4a3,i was really happy.my birthday was great and malacca gave me time to think.eventually things didnt go well,even though i personally thought problems could be solved.why this must happen?i dont know,anyway,i've pretty much moved on,but she'll always have a part of my heart.anyway.things didnt seem good at all.even now,gloomy.oh God help me.amath reexam this friday,i'm so totally not prepared for it.and i'm not in the mood to study.the first 3 days of the year has so far been by far,worst ever.my mom,stress,conflicts,disappointment,anger and smth else,has made my start to the new year horrid.i pray i wont screwup my amath exam this friday.

another ditch in the road,keep moving.
another stop sign,keep moving.

2006-12-23T09:18:00.000+08:00

Better Than Life
Words and Music by Marty Sampson

Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friend's voices
Better than the biggest dreams of my heart
And that's just the start

Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I want to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in your arms
And never let me go

You oh lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all your love
I give my heart to you because

I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you
I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you

this was always my favourite song,still is.the words are just straight to the point.fact is,God took me through this to realise His will,His power,His grace.most of all,His love.through all the trials and triumphs do people remember Christ?do they praise Him?do they know the true meaning of His love.every Christian cant say that they cant fall back on anything,because the best thing they can possibly fall back onto is indeed Christ.nobody,not your mom,dad,friends,brothers,sisters,boy/girl friends can even come close to Him.yet He has undying love for us.how wonderful is that.now,things appear to be negative but it's God's will.His plan.and His plan,i will never doubt.because i know He is right.always is,always was,always will be.as the song says,He holds me and never lets me go.yet,that shouldnt be taken for granted.His will is indeed better than living the life that i want to.cause sacrificing for Him,a person who gave up His only son,personally,is satisfying.now this has happened,i for a fact that God will get me through this.He wants me to,and i will.He has great plans for me,and i dont wanna destroy these plans.He will take me through this,the new year and most of all for me right now,discipline me to study for my o levels.He put this obstacle here,now,for a reason.and this time,the devil aint gonna win.it's time i walked in accordance with God and defeat the devil.i dont wanna let Him down.if i do,He forgives.

truly almight God,
you are better than the riches of this world.
your endless and ceaseless grace is wonderful.
your unfailing love,cannot be found elsewhere.
your forgiveness,is smth we all have to learn.
your patience,i now see.

i promise you this very day Lord,
i will never let You go.
i will never abide by Your word.
and indeed,You have touched me in an extraordinary manner.
thank You Lord.

i love You.
(:

2006-12-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

I come before you today
And there's just one thing that I want to say
Thank you lord
Thank you lord
For all you've given to me
For all the blessings that I cannot see
Thank you lord
Thank you lord

With a grateful heart
With a song of praise
With an outstretch arm
I will bless your name
Thank you lord
I just wanna thank you lord
Thank you lord
I just wanna thank you lord
Thank you lord

For all you've done in my life
You took my darkness and gave me your light
Thank you lord
Thank you lord
You took my sin and my shame
You took my sickness and healed all my pain
Thank you lord
Thank you lord

-tomorrow is The day.but well i am so guilty i've never proclaimed this.i was thinking.so her it goes.i just wanna thank you Lord.for everything.my life,my excellent friends,my brilliant parents,my school,my hands,my two hands.everything.You really are the Light of My life.nothing compares,even comes close.i cast all my worries,my burdens,my sorrows,my everything.into Your graceful and forgiving hands.Lord you are all mighty,all powerful.let Your will and not mine be done.for there is none like You.THANK YOU LORD! ((:

wish me luck!haha. (:

byebye!

2006-12-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

hello!the party was great.everything else isnt.damn i dont wanna be emo but the thought of negativity i so damn bad.and when i tell my friend not to say something.dont.even you tell some1 who wont say anything,that's not the point.dont say it means dont say it.understand?gosh.and if you wanna be trusted in future,earn it i'm not ever gonna just give it away freely,like i did before.indeed people do take advantage of you.anyway becky!so scandalous eh!heh.smile!i wont say a thinggg.anyways.hope its a (: christmas for me.hmm.
nights.

i am not into the idea of living without you
i am not into the idea of being without you.
i pray this wont be a sad song.

2006-12-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

i wish i knew how to save us.

2006-12-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

So your standing on a ledge,
It looks like you might fall.
So far down,
Or maybe you were thinking about jumping.
Now you could have it all,
If you learned a little patience!
For though I cannot fly,
I'm not content to crawl!...
So give me a little credit,
Have in me a little faith!
I want to be with you forever,
If tomorrow's not too late!...
But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say!...
But you should never let the sun set on tomorrow,
Before the sun rises today...
IF I AM!
Another waste of everything you dreamed of,
I will let you down...
IF I AM!
Only here to watch you as you suffer,
I will let you down...
So your walking on the edge,
And you wait your turn to fall.
But you're so far gone,
That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you.
And you could find the fault,
In the heart that you've been handed!
For though you cannot fly,
You're not content to crawl!...
But it's always too late when you've got nothing
So you say!...
But you should never let the sun set on tomorrow,
Before the sun rises today...
IF I AM!
Another waste of everything you dreamed of,
I will let you down...
IF I AM!
Only here to watch you as you suffer,
I will let you down...
So you're standing on a ledge,
It looks like you might fall...
IF I AM!
Another waste of everything you dreamed of,
I will let you down...
IF I AM!
Only here to watch you as you suffer,
I will let you down...
The answers we find,
Are never what we had in mind.
So we make it up as we go along...
You don't talk of dreams
I won't mention tomorrow.
And we won't make those promises that we can't keep...
I will never leave you!
I will not let you down!
I will never leave you!
I will not let you down!

i'll never leave you,if you never leave me.
we never should let the sun set.
i have let you down.
have faith in me.
i'm walking on the ledge,
i might fall.

i love you.
please dont let this sun set.

):

2006-12-18T11:21:00.000+08:00

hey guys sorry i haven't posted!i got back on sat and watched JesusTakeTheWheel at night.it was great! (: then on sunday james&eunice left for indo.ohwells.enjoy yourselves!hmm.anyway this wk is gonna be tough but i'm gonna get through it.the end of the week is gonna be either extremely relieving or so darn bad.hmmm.hope is goes well! anyways,gotta go now.seeya all soon! (:

2006-12-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

hello.every must be ':)' prash is going away.yay!aha.i really dont feel like going.i wanna settle stuff before going mans.cause i'll feel like shit while on holiday.sigh.anyways.see you guys in like erm 3days time.i'll be back on sat.seeya.

2006-12-13T10:17:00.000+08:00

hey guys.this post if for yesterday.yea.cause i couldnt use the com at night.anyways,i'm leaving for malacca tmr until sat.damn i dont feel like going at all.cause i'm not in the mood for fun.anyway i had tuition in the morning,went to play soccer in the aftn then went out with yixian for dinner!and the mexican restaurant in holland v.it was damn nice.then aft dinner i started to get sad again.sigh,i really hope everything turns out alright.it's either it's practically over or either your just plain busy.i understand if u are.sorry for being so emo lately guys.i just cant help it.before i become more emo,i better go then.bye!sorry.

2006-12-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

I AM TERRIBLY BORED.

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

bleah

2006-12-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

hello!haha.today was quite okay i suppose.i had to do my passport & ic at like 8plus in the morning!so frustrating la!and the queue is so LONG.damn.anyway then i went to study amath at kap!haha actually someone taught me la.i was quite tired after that but i went to james's house and talked!abt what?dont ask!cause i aint gonna tell you.nyeh! =P well.basically i agree with some people who've had enough of others telling people who are in relationships that it wont last and all.they dont know,anything,they dont understand.end of story.i believe any relationship can work out,as long as God's will allows it to.when problems arise it's a test,to see if u can solve it.well,i'm trying to solve mine actually.but it doesnt help when some around you are so negative and tell you to do this and that,whilst others,more positive tell you to try your best as there's nothing else you can do.and i totally agree.cause if you want something real bad,you better be willing to work for it.cause actions speak louder than words.i'm being positive and trying.hopefully it'll work out.i cant assure anyone anything.when you look at all the biblical characters and all.you see how they all fail,get up,fail & get up.eventually they succeed.so i guess i draw much insipiration from them.well,to all out there who always look at the negative side of things,look up and never look down on yourself!because if your willing to try,you'll always learn,one way or another! (: gosh i sound so philosophical.anyways.gtg now! nites((:

-for nothing is impossible with God
luke 1:37.

lanehb

2006-12-10T20:18:00.000+08:00

hello!sorry i havent been updating.ive been really busy with church camp and my birthday and all.YES I AM FIFTEEN!haha.((: i watch open season with becky and all on friday.it's was funny!BUDDDDDYYYYY.haha.then i was like disturbing becky(as usual).and it was fun!then we had a cell party later on!aha we were playing truth or dare.HEHE.praise God i chose the DARE.haha.so HENG okay!i called edmund and told him he had a hot ass.then i had to call xavier and tell him i love him. -.- ! aha.janelle(or however you spell it) is MEGA cute la!ahah.but cannot beat MY TIMMY.lol.then i and james walked back home and i reached home at around 1am.argh.so i slept then had breakfast the next morning.thenthen erm i went to see shoes with james&kelin and yixian and kenchin eventually met up with us.THEY BOUGHT ME THE RONALDO SHIRT!eh it's nice stuff man!then even better manu won and guess who scored! RONALDO.haha.hmm.so today i got my SEXY DOWNRIGHT HOT shoes.and i hope arsenal win later!ahha.anyway,better go now!seeya all soon! ((:

<3 You.

2006-11-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

hello! =D i'm eating 4pizza,garlic bread,3chicken wings & pepsi now.gosh i feel like piggy.anyway camp is coming up and so is my b'day!*hinthint!* hahahahaha.manu drew with chelsea,thought it was a fair game.except for drogba bloody ass kept on using underhand tactics.lol.anyway i have a pic to post!haha he called me daddy!!so CUTE.(: i miss him so much!!and someone else.XD haha.well i'm quite sad now cause this the last production we're gonna do with raj. ): unless i go AC DANCE!(:well i cant wait for camp!to witness the power of God.(:seeyou all soon! (: God blesss.((:

2006-11-22T09:41:00.000+08:00

make up manraj&andrew!

TIMMY! ((: ahaha.

i didnt do this,ahah nice one amiel although it shows you indeed have no life. =P

ahah diane found love! XD

the AC crew!thanks alot you guys!! ((: HEHE.

well,there are more pics from ey2.i'll put them up another time.tmr or smth.manutd lost!argh but better things happened than that.HEHE.shhhhhh.anyway till tmr or smth! (:
bye people! smileeee(:
God bless.

sorry!

2006-11-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

hello!sorry i've been veryveryvery busy the past wk.i cant believe everything has ended.i cant wait for the party!haha.(: i miss timmy and you-know-who shutup everyone!timmy is downright cute.haha.he called me 'papa'! haha.and always give me his sad face.well things have changed drastically in the past wk.some people know why.gosh.anyway i hope it's not the end of everything!especially someone.HEHE.shutup.anyway.ELECTRIC YOUTH II rocked.it sure touched my life in many ways!i hope i touched their lives too!((: gosh i can only think abt TIMMYTIMMYTIMMYTIMMYTIMMY and someother person now.haha.oh anyone reading this MUST SIGN UP FOR CAMP.aha.understand!next wk is the last wk!so MUST okayy!anyways next wk i have syf rehearsals and AGL training!cant wait for camp! (: cant wait! ahhh! byebye(: happy birthday somebody's brother!

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2006-11-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.sorry for not blogging yesterday,was really tired.hmm,today was reallyreallyreally fantastic. i hate you ishaan. until that ass had to ruin my day almost instantly.anyway,i really dont feel like talking.so i'll blog tmr if i can,bye!

arggh.

2006-11-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

hey!today i had to go to school at 8am!and i slept at 3.gosh.dance was slack then had to do 2full runs.and raj was happy with it!yea!i'm damn tired.and i have to put up with all this for another wk.gosh.after that i have SYF rehearsals.then finally i'm free.but then a week later i'll have camp.a quarter of the hols have gone everyone!next yr is an important yr for many people, o's and a's.gosh.gotta study hard!stepup rocked!gosh the dance is damn cool la.i hope tmr's slack!and i goodluck to all the people having amath for os tmr.haha.i'm going to 4a3 next yr!but some of the people in the class are 'EHEM' you know what i mean.but if we have a soccer team we'll own.hahhaha.=P anyway gotta do stuff now.so bye! (:

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2006-11-12T20:23:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.feeling super tired&down today ): .argh.slept over at clems place to watch the ManUtd match.ManUtd won,obviously.but the ref is an ass la.slept late cause we were talking rubbish until late.like 5am.so then went to church with clem,james&denise.got there early and yixian was there!he's finally back.maded announcements for camp and blahblah.had class,went to the booth and went to watch stepup!it was quite nicee la.then went back to church to play soccer.i was supposed to do publicity for 5pm service but didn't eventually.hmm.now i'm here and gonna sleep soon cause i'm dead tired.but waking up to watch the match later.dance prac again tmr at 8am.gosh.argh.anyway,tired now talk to you all tmr!
- i miss you ): -

sorry

2006-11-11T10:04:00.000+08:00

hello!sorry was really busy the past 2 days.thursday i had syf drama practice and went for lunch at subway.then i went to act out some stuff for the prefects -.- .then finally i went home at 4plus 5.then i was damn tired la so i didnt post.sorry!friday was drama again at 9AM!and dance at 11.gosh.so tiring.then went to james's house and slept for 1hour with interruptions!ass james.finally,i could cut my hair.haha but i look like shit la! )): then i went for dinner with kelin&xavier at waffle.jonwoo&james came and we all left for cell.worship was fun!(shutup denise).haha cara's earrings were nice.cell was great even though bala was around.hmm.haha.then got the PUBLICITY VIDEO.IT IS DAMN FUNNY!david&choey.haha.must watch this sunday!i've got dance again later from 1 to 6plus.argh.but it's fun!no match to watch tonight.): aha.okay better go now.everyone sign up for camp this sunday!(:

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2006-11-08T21:41:00.000+08:00

hey everybody.today damn fun!drama was tiring cause we rehearsed the whole thingy!i got all my costumes and blahblah.and i SMILED during the dances so raj couldn't say anything! XD i guess the run was okay-ish.hmm then i had to buy stuff at fareast haha kenny is damn funny.then went home and used the com.i haven't played dota for 2days & counting!see i'm such a goodboy.then i played soccer,this time,indeed,i Owned.yes james get that in your deense brain.LOL.tmr i have drama for SYF!at 845 )): so early la!okay gtg now.seeyou all tmr! PS slowpoke is Not cute. =P

my first official post!

2006-11-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

hello!this is officially my first post!firstly,good luck to all the sec4s!hope you guys study hard and do well(: hmm.i woke up really late and used the com(as i always do) and i was bored to death and Cara and Charmaine helped me create this blog.haha.then i went out to get stuff for my performance!but my friends bought it for me so i went to james's house.haha i ate and jonwoo was reading the newspapers when he has o's TMR!gosh la even though he has golf.i ate CORNFLAKES! (: then i went to play soccer.in which i was owned,substantially la!not the whole time.then now i'm here,typing this.tmr i have dance!it's so tiring la but love it!ahah.will blog tmr,gotta dota now.byebye everybody! ((: God bless.

hello!

2006-11-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

hello there again!i was forced to do this.haha.by charmaine!thank you very very much for helping me! (: i'll try to update frequently and please tag! thanks everybody! (: ManUtd will win tonight.byebye! ((:

hello

2006-11-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

helllo! this is my new blog.testingtestingtesting.